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‘He carefully examined proof, gave lenient sentence’: Lt Col Scheller’s mother thanks judge

9/11 enraged and pained me like all Americans. But in contrast to a lot of my friends, the occasions of 9/11 aren’t what compelled me to hitch the army. For me, I discovered myself working as an accountant in a cubical submit faculty. From my cubical in the future in 2004, I used to be in a position to watch the Marines transferring by the town of Fallujah on the information. At the middle of this violent assault, was the unit V18. Watching these Marines stuffed me with awe, respect, and love. I knew how a lot I cherished America, and I used to be mad at myself for not making extra sacrifices for the nation. I referred to as the Marine Corps that day and commenced my journey.

After 17 years, I wish to specific how grateful I’m for every part the Marine Corps did to mildew me into the person I’m. Despite the current occasions, and every part that has been mentioned right this moment I owe the Marine Corps lots.

The Marine Corps for me was by no means imagined to be a career. But I’ve stayed so long as I’ve for 2 causes:

1. Love for the Marines and

2. The alternative to make a distinction on the battlefield as a frontrunner.

I really imagine America is the best nation on the planet.

I really imagine the American army is the best army on the planet.

I really imagine the Marine Corps has the most effective expertise of all of the army companies.

But I additionally really imagine elementary change must happen within the army. I’ve noticed that the General officers are unable or unwilling to carry themselves accountable.

I’ve all the time cherished the Marines. But as my current public feedback illustrate, I’ve began questioning the long-standing system of the Marine Corps, and for that matter, the army as a complete.

Prior to the withdrawal of Afghanistan, I used to be reflecting on the often-told tales in regards to the earlier Commandants Wilson and Barrow. Those two Commandants led the USMC after the failures in Vietnam. The narrative informed right this moment is that Commandants Wilson and Barrow ‘mounted the service’ with their generational shift. They mounted the Service by elevating the requirements on the junior enlisted Marine. Said one other method, the junior enlisted Marines weren’t able to successful the Vietnam struggle, or the subsequent struggle, so the Generals wanted to repair the Service.

I used to be eager about the parallels of Vietnam and Afghanistan as I learn General Berger’s letter to the Force dated 18 August. This letter for my part completely illustrates senior army chief’s incapability to see the true ache in Service members following a failed struggle effort. General Berger informed Service members their sacrifices had been price it with out providing any connection again to an even bigger objective. He concluded the letter with how Service members ought to go search counseling. At no level did he acknowledge any failures of the management.

Per week after studying his assertion, I used to be sitting in my office on August twenty sixth, and I used to be informed that 13 service members had been killed and lots of extra injured in an SVEST assault. I additionally knew the vast majority of the casualties had been from V18… my first unit. My thoughts was instantly taken again to my pal Dave Borden, who was hit with an SVEST once we served in Ramadi along with V18. It was the identical state of affairs enjoying out once more. I thought of on a regular basis I spent with Dave in Walter Reed, and within the half-way therapy home months later. I thought of LCpl Gluff who was killed in that SVEST assault subsequent to Dave. And similtaneously these ideas ran by my thoughts, I used to be receiving footage from a pal on my telephone from Marines who had been concerned within the current Abby Gate Afghanistan SVEST incident.

In that second I had readability. I noticed the army was persevering with to make the identical errors as a result of senior leaders continued to diagnose the improper drawback. I concluded that our senior leaders had been both unable or unwilling to have an sincere dialogue about our failures in a public discussion board that may necessitate REAL change. I additionally determined that quietly addressing these issues inside the chain of command could be ineffective. I knew my complaints would by no means be heard by the Commandant, the SECDEF, the Chairman of the Joint Chiefs, or the American folks if I went by the correct channels. Reference the costs I attempted to desire towards General McKenzie. It is an ideal instance of how going by the system does not work.

In the primary video I linked the failed Afghan withdraw, the assaults on V18, and General Berger’s letter to the drive. I acknowledged, ‘The motive individuals are so upset proper now’s NOT due to the Marine on the battlefield. That Service member has all the time rose to the event and performed extraordinary issues. The motive individuals are so upset proper now’s as a result of their senior leaders allow them to down, and none of them are elevating their arms and taking accountability.’ I ended by saying, ‘I’ve been combating for 17 years and I’m keen to throw all of it away to say to my senior leaders… I demand accountability.’

That Thursday evening, because the video began to go viral, I acknowledged on my LinkedIn web page that I didn’t plan to resign regardless of all of the calls for for my resignation. At that point, that’s how I felt. I needed to stay within the Marine Corps.

When I got here into work the subsequent morning, on August twenty seventh, the primary individual I spoke to was Col Emmel. He requested what I used to be attempting to attain with the video. He informed me he did not assume I’d have the ability to have an effect on any actual change. He then informed me that morning that I’d NOT be relieved instantly. He informed me to go dwelling for the weekend and an investigation would happen, and that following the investigation the command would resolve if it warranted my aid and/or follow-on administrative motion.

When Col Emmel left my office, my Battalion Executive Officer got here in so we may conduct a turnover. He was going to run the Battalion in my absence. He stated, ‘I do not want something from you sir. I simply need you to understand how a lot I respect you, and the way political and fucked up the Marine Corps has gotten. That’s why plenty of guys are getting out. That’s why our previous Gunner obtained out. In truth, I first heard about your video when our previous Gunner referred to as me this morning. He stated, your new boss simply posted a video that’s all fact. I’m certain he is taking place, however somebody wanted to have the braveness to say it. Please inform him how proud all of us are of him.’ My Battalion Executive Officer then went on to say, ‘We all know it is political. You know the joint chiefs who signed a letter condemning the January sixth assaults… how political was that? I’m not saying I condone the January sixth assaults, however I’m saying for all of the joint chiefs to signal a letter on that matter, however to not condemn any of the opposite current riots which have prompted extra injury and deaths is solely political.’ To which I responded… ‘Yes, these idiots on January sixth had been unorganized and unintelligent. If ever there was a drive that used deliberate thought, the result could possibly be a lot worse.’

At no time did I ever advocate for the violent overthrow of the federal government. I used to be led into the dialog of the January sixth assaults by somebody I trusted, after which my phrases had been twisted. Furthermore, the investigating officer then took that assertion and led each witness he interviewed with questions on my involvement within the January sixth assaults. This in my notion, was as an try by the Marine Corps to color me into one thing I’m not. The Marine Corps, regardless of their greatest efforts, was not capable of finding any proof of rebellion. If the Marine Corps may have charged me with rebellion… they’d have.

Then later that very same Friday the twenty seventh, whereas I used to be again at my home, with out clarification, Col Emmel referred to as me again into work, regardless that he informed me to take the weekend off. When I got here again into work, he relieved me for trigger. He by no means defined why he did a 180, and I did not ask. I’m undecided if it was my Battalion Executive Officer’s feedback, or a choice made above Col Emmel. But on the time, not even understanding what my Battalion Executive Officer had stated, I agreed that the aid was greatest for the Marine Corps. And I needed, and nonetheless need, what was greatest for the Marine Corps. When I left work, I made a submit stating that I had been relieved, ‘and that my command was doing precisely what I’d have performed.’ After publicly asserting my aid, at the moment, I nonetheless deliberate on permitting the investigation to run its course, and to stay within the Marine Corps with out additional statements.

But after my aid, after I obtained dwelling and again on my social media, I noticed a submit from my previous commanding officer Colonel Hobbs. He commented under my assertion on LinkedIn that I did not plan to resign and acknowledged, ‘If Stuart Scheller had been honorable, he would resign.’ This remark devastated me. He did not name me. He did not textual content me. He did not e-mail me. Someone who I even acknowledged in my second video, ‘That I cherished like a father.’ He demonstrated that he did not care about me in any respect. And regardless that he is retired, Colonel Hobbs continues to be very lively within the Marine Corps. In truth, he referred to as after my second video and left me a voicemail stating that he and General Neller had been discussing my state of affairs. That’s the affect Col Hobbs nonetheless has.

After studying his remark following my aid, my ideas went from disappointment to anger. It was the primary time I began eager about resigning. I began considering, if my name for accountability may end up in me being fired and investigated in 24 hours, and my biggest mentor within the Marine Corps can instantly activate me with none empathy for me as a human being, perhaps my senior leaders do not care about me in any respect. Maybe, this isn’t a corporation that I wish to be part of. This led me to my second submit on Friday the twenty seventh, the place I acknowledged, ‘Last evening after I posted the video I instantly had a number of Marines name and ask me to take down the submit. ‘We all agree with you Stu, however nothing will change, and it’ll come at an enormous personal price to you.’ Now that I’ve had time to course of… I’ll supply this… we won’t ALL be improper. If you all agree… then step up. They solely have the facility as a result of we enable it. What if all of us demanded accountability? Every era wants a revolution.’

This submit is the place the Marine Corps and I began parting methods dramatically. My requires revolution had been all the time about altering the system. A system that centralizes energy and fails to carry senior leaders accountable. A system that can instantly activate you when you communicate out.

Col Emmel referred to as me that Friday evening and made it very clear that I used to be heading in direction of authorized motion with the newest submit and jogged my memory once more of the social media coverage.

So I took Saturday to ponder my state of affairs. In that day I got here to the conclusion that the Marine Corps did not actually care about me, and that greatest case, I’d be hidden in an office for 3 years as a failure. But that more than likely I used to be heading in direction of a BOI for separation primarily based on my use of the phrase revolution. This state of affairs led me into the second video that I posted on Sunday August twenty ninth. The second video was me declaring that I felt just like the General Officers and leaders of the army did not perceive or care. In the video I acknowledged my intention to resign and quit my retirement. I additionally acknowledged, ‘I wish to be clear that I like the Marine Corps.’ And then I went on to state, ‘Follow me and we’ll deliver the entire fucking system down.’ If I may return, I’d have chosen completely different phrases. But at no time was {that a} name to violence. I used to be stating that the system is damaged and must be rebuilt. I nonetheless really feel that is the case. I nonetheless really feel elementary change is required. I nonetheless really feel a revolution, or rebuilding the damaged system is the one solution to repair the shortfalls if senior leaders are unable or unwilling to repair it themselves.

Following the submit of the second video, that Sunday afternoon my CO texted me to name him. Immediately after he texted me, the SOI XO referred to as me. I answered his name and spoke to him for over ten minutes. He clearly thought I used to be suicidal, which I knew I wasn’t. He stored stating that he would come meet me, and I stored stating that it wasn’t vital. We repeated the identical factor time and again to one another till lastly I obtained pissed off and stated, ‘That’s sufficient. I answered your name out {of professional} courtesy. I’m not suicidal. And I’m not going to proceed having this dialog.’ And then the telephone name ended. I did not name Col Emmel again as a result of I had simply spoken to his XO for a fantastic size of time, and I assumed that was ample.

I stored my telephone on for the remainder of the day and nobody referred to as me till later that evening. Two Marines I do know, Major Cummings and LtCol Helminski texted me that NCIS arrived at their homes respectively. Both informed me NCIS was on the lookout for me. To which I responded, ‘Why did not they only name me and ask the place I used to be?’ They did not know. So I informed each of them the identical factor, ‘I’m superb, and I can speak to NCIS tomorrow morning at 08:00 after I present as much as work. I’m not suicidal.’ Then I noticed a press release launched by the Marine Corps public affairs office that acknowledged, ‘the Marine Corps is attempting to find LtCol Scheller to make sure his security and the protection of these round him.’ I used to be livid about this assertion. I assumed if the Marine Corps was REALLY attempting to find me, that they’d have been sensible sufficient to name me. The SOI XO was in a position to attain me. My friends had been in a position to attain me. This appeared like an apparent try from the Marine Corps to color me as suicidal. Which was one other indicator to me that the system did not actually care about me, however solely needed to guard itself. If they actually thought I used to be suicidal… why not name me… until they had been truly hoping I’d commit suicide.

When I went into work the subsequent morning the Marine Corps narrative of my unstable psychological well being continued to be mentioned. My CO informed me he needed me to volunteer for a psychological analysis. I informed him that wasn’t vital. So he ordered me to get a psychological well being analysis. I did, they usually decided what I knew all alongside, which I wasn’t mentally unstable, simply very offended at what I perceived to be constant betrayal.

The psychological well being angle is irritating for a lot of causes. The Marine Corps by no means ordered me to get a psychological well being analysis after I missed the delivery of my first little one whereas deployed to Afghanistan. The Marine Corps by no means ordered me to get a psychological well being analysis after I missed the funerals of all three of my grandparents whereas on completely different deployments. The Marine Corps solely cared about my psychological well being as soon as I publicly challenged the management.

After I used to be launched from the hospital, I felt like all bets had been off. I felt just like the Marine Corps was out to get me, and I did not really feel like a single officer or earlier peer had my again. Just reference the feedback about me within the investigation. They referred to as me, ‘narcissistic, egotistical, entitled, too relaxed, abusive, bi-polar, poor choice to battalion command, treats folks like shit, embellished fight file, smirks unnecessarily, helps January sixth assaults, ought to go to jail, and many others.’ No one stated something constructive. Not one. While presently I hadn’t truly learn the investigation, I may really feel their contempt in each dialog.

Also, presently my household was out of state and my marriage was falling aside. All I needed to do was to journey as much as my spouse and attempt to make amends. I requested Col Emmel for go away, however he would not enable it till all my medial and out-processing administration was performed. He stated my primary precedence needs to be getting ready to exit the Marine Corps, and all different issues may wait. So I needed to proceed to return into work day by day, which for my part, was by no means about my greatest curiosity.

The following day, on Tuesday, August thirty first, I submitted my resignation letter as a result of I knew the divide between the Marine Corps and myself was too deep for restore.

The subsequent day, Wednesday September 1st, I made 4 posts that I later deleted. Two had been on to General Berger; in a single submit I acknowledged that I heard General Burger was attempting to courtroom martial me. I then went on to remark about his present initiative to revoke the authority of Battalion Commander’s to handle their unit’s social media. To me that is an instance of the system centralizing management. In a second submit to General Berger, I thanked him for addressing the necessity to talk about the withdraw of Afghanistan. A 3rd submit I made that day was in response to the assault on my small business. I spoke to my business companion who informed me MCCS was probably pulling my product, The Perfect Ribbon, off the cabinets of the Marine Corps exchanges due to my actions. Again, this was simply one other instance of how I believed the Marine Corps was unlawfully attacking me. Again I believed, why would they do this if they really cared about me? My fourth submit that day was to my spouse. She wasn’t answering my telephone calls. I wasn’t in a position to take go away, and regardless that I knew she had taken down her social media, I knew my plea to her could be forwarded. But in hindsight, I should not have made any of these posts. So I ended up deleting all 4 posts from that Wednesday. I concluded that I used to be below duress and that the posts did not precisely replicate my message. I additionally deeply remorse the way in which I dealt with what ought to have been a personal dialog with my spouse.

But I by no means went again and deleted my messages demanding accountability, or how I believed the system was failing. I made one other submit on Thursday 2 September clarifying my position and demand for accountability. I very clearly acknowledged that ‘I deliberate to deliver the entire system down… in a constitutional method with one loud voice.’

At this level, I felt the world was towards me, and all I may see was the hypocrisy of the system. Everything I thought of pissed off me. So I made one other submit on Labor Day that quoted the fitting within the Declaration of Independence for the folks to throw off the previous type of authorities if it is not serving the pursuits of the folks. I additionally illustrated my frustration with General officers who take jobs with excessive paying authorities contractors following their retirement. This appears extremely unethical to me and is one other symptom of our incapability to carry senior leaders accountable. For instance, the present Secretary of Defense obtained a excessive paying job with Raytheon to be on the board of administrators following his army retirement, which in itself is unethical. But then he was chosen to grow to be the Secretary of Defense. The moral points with this battle of curiosity are apparent to me.

Later that week, on Friday September tenth, I printed a 3rd video titled United WE stand. In this video I used to be attempting to speak my emotional course of. I used to be attempting to indicate all of the individuals who stored calling me loopy that I used to be only a regular man, like all different Service members requested to kill folks within the final 20 years. I needed to normalize the psychological affect on service members after a failed struggle. I needed different Service Members to see that it is regular to get mad. And that simply since you’re mad, does not imply you are bi-polar or have a psychological sickness. That it is regular to cry. That it is regular to question why your authorities requested you to commit violence. That it is regular to demand accountability from the identical senior leaders who requested you to commit the violence. At no time in that video did I state I used to be going to make use of violence to carry my senior leaders accountable. But once more, that’s how the message was spun. I posted the video to reveal how these feelings are regular, however in some way I used to be painted as even crazier than earlier than. Everyone was telling me that I used to be having a psychological break down.

Following this video my lawyer was attempting to make a deal.

But on the time, I felt like my honor and status had been at stake. I felt the Marine Corps was difficult me with out addressing my calls for for accountability… AT ALL. I felt like at that time, if I had taken any agreed upon deal, I’d all the time have been painted because the stereotypical loopy veteran. I felt like all my very legitimate factors would have been forgotten.

And to be clear, I’m a command chosen Battalion Commander. Can you think about a LCpl demanding accountability for rape or some other legitimate grievance? How do you assume the command would deal with these Marines? Do you assume the command could be extra sympathetic to them than how they’ve handled me? This complete course of, for my part, needs to be a case research on how the system can activate somebody who speaks out. I really hope going ahead that Marine Corps leaders can higher tolerate challenges to the system.

I ended up deciding to submit a fourth video, on Thursday September sixteenth, to make sure my request for accountability was not forgotten. I posted the video in my uniform, as a result of in contrast to my earlier two movies, I used to be very managed and deliberate within the fourth video. In the fourth video, I used to be talking on to the General officers. I additionally acknowledged my intention to desire authorized costs towards General McKenzie in order that my command, who was attempting to carry me accountable, would even be compelled to take a proper position on the costs I levied towards General McKenzie. But up thus far, they’ve denied me this proper.

After I posted the fourth video, my command lastly grew bored with reminding me in regards to the social media coverage and issued me the gag order. To be clear, I by no means acknowledged that I’d cease posting. I solely signed and acknowledge that Col Emmel gave me a gag order. After signing, I remained silent for the remainder of the week on social media. During that week I used to be combating 4 sperate authorized battles with 4 completely different teams of legal professionals. My spouse handed me a separation settlement, my business companion initiated a course of to purchase me out of the company since my title harm the model, I used to be attempting unsuccessfully to desire authorized motion towards General McKenzie, and I used to be additionally attempting to defend myself towards the authorized actions being introduced in direction of me by the command. It was a troublesome week for me personally and professionally.

Then that weekend, on Saturday, September twenty fifth, I intentionally made three posts that violated the gag order. I did so willingly.

I knew if I stated true issues that had been laborious to listen to, my command would seemingly overreact and ship me to jail. I felt this overreaction would finally deliver protection to my state of affairs and drive the General officers to answer powerful questions in regards to the hypocrisy of our conditions.

But regardless that I anticipated my command would ship me to jail, after I went into work on Monday, I used to be very disturbed that Col Emmel acknowledged on the confinement order that I used to be a flight danger. Up to that time, I knew Col Emmel was very upset with me, however I did not take it personally. I additionally sympathized along with his duty to carry the celebration line. But when he acknowledged formally that I used to be a flight danger with completely no proof of this, I felt like he lied to silence and punish me. The fact is that I got here into work day by day and had responded to each request even after he refused to let me take go away. The solely time I failed to speak with him was the one textual content he despatched me after my second video, which once more, I felt was appropriately addressed after I spoke to his XO for ten minutes. Yet nonetheless in some way, he listed on a proper doc that I used to be a flight danger to justify my confinement.

While within the brig I once more tried to submit a resignation in lieu of trial, however my command rejected it. They needed a conviction of guilt. Thus, I clearly signed a deal to plead responsible to a litany of costs at particular courtroom martial, which brings us to right this moment. But the assaults from the Marine Corps continued even after my launch. Following my launch, the Marine Corps leaked confidential paperwork to the senior pentagon journalist for Task and Purpose. Of be aware, the Marine Corps positioned my medical data within the investigation, after which leaked these paperwork to Task and Purpose. For them to leak my medical data is actually heartbreaking. Furthermore, had I leaked one thing to the media, I’d have gone again to jail. But nobody within the Marine Corps will probably be held accountable for the leaked paperwork. In the article ran by Task and Purpose, I used to be painted as a violent extremist, Fascist, and the journalist even made a connection to Hitler. Obviously, you possibly can perceive that I used to be very offended following the article. After every part I’ve been by, I really feel it is cheap to conclude that the Marine Corps and Task and Purpose had been working collectively in an effort to smear my title. I additionally really feel that it is potential the Marine Corps was attempting to bait me into posting once more.

This shouldn’t be the America I do know. This shouldn’t be the America that I’ve fought so laborious to defend the final 17 years.

In abstract, I used to be by no means charged with a false official assertion. Because every part I’ve stated is true. If the Marine Corps may have charged me with, they’d have. My statements all focus on the truth that I don’t imagine General Officers are held to the identical requirements as junior leaders. I additionally imagine, that just like submit Vietnam, the Marine Corps management is attempting to spin the narrative about our failures on the junior enlisted with out taking a tough have a look at themselves. I additionally imagine that after I spoke out, the Marine Corps wholistically took each alternative to assault me, and by no means truly cared about my well-being.

But it is laborious for the Marine Corps to defeat somebody who refuses to stop. Going ahead, I’m nonetheless demanding accountability from my senior General officers. Since this endeavor started, not a single General officer has accepted accountability. Not a single General officer has contacted me straight in any discussion board to deescalate the state of affairs. Since this endeavor started, I’ve acknowledged that I needs to be held accountable for my actions. I’m standing right here right this moment pleading responsible. This is me accepting accountability. But it deeply pains me that my senior leaders are incapable of being as brave.

Without accountability from our senior leaders, the system can not evolve, and the army will finally maintain repeating the identical errors sooner or later. It does not matter if a SSgt squad chief is very environment friendly in distributed operations if the General officers have relegated themselves to ‘sure sir’ responses. We want senior leaders who possess the morale braveness to push again when one thing does not make sense.

Furthermore, I perceive that my means of criticism was unorothodoxed and never inside official Marine Corps channels. I primarily requested mast in a really public setting. I acknowledge that it was probably damaging to the Marine Corps’ status. But I felt the dialog and wish for change outweighed the potential unfavorable dangerous press. I did what I did as a result of I believed it was in the most effective long-term curiosity of the Marine Corps. I’ve all the time needed to make the Marine Corps higher. Not injury the Marine Corps. I acknowledge that my actions positioned the Marine Corps in a position the place they had been compelled to reply and could not quietly cover behind closed doorways.

My actions had been very public, and at instances, very emotional. But I feel the emotional rollercoaster that I went by, is what each service member within the nation goes by. The solely distinction is that my expertise was very public. And in contrast to the 22 Service Members a day who kill themselves, I made a decision a very long time in the past that I’ll by no means be damaged. No matter the wrestle… I’ll prevail stronger. Post Traumatic Growth. But even with that mindset, that does not imply I do not expertise ache. That does not imply I do not expertise melancholy. That does not imply I do not take time to cry.

If the leaders of the army truly cared about service members, and their sacrifices, all the present and former senior leaders would interact in public discussions in regards to the shortfalls of their determination making. Senior leaders accepting accountability would heal extra service members than some other initiative. The junior service members deserve that from their management.

I imagine the General officers have demonstrated that they’re unable or unwilling to carry themselves accountable. As a outcome, I imagine elementary change must happen within the army.

I’m being held accountable for my actions. The General officers needs to be held accountable for his or her failures.

Thank You,

Lt. Col. Stu Scheller


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